December 2009
i can't sleep.
10:59p.m. I THINK I aM the luckiest man on earth. fuckINg adore you LOVE.
almost a compliment.
i was talking to two freshmen in my guitar class, and one of them asked “why do you always dress so professional and innocent?” i was about to say “i don’t know, but thank you”, but i only said “i don’t know” when the other said “yeah, like a teacher”. um, i don’t know of any teachers that wear a teal hankerchief shirt that is...
November 2009
it took me a while to catch on.
him: “I love youR long jacket! It looked like a pedophile jacket :)” a couple of texts later, it clicked. me: “that’s great, because i love youR eyebrows!” him: “and I LOVE YOUr eyebrows TOO ;)” we’re such nerds :) butterflies, be still.
“I think it is all a matter of love: the more you love a memory, the stronger and...”
– Vladimir Nabokov (via suzywire)
conformingdreams:
veronicles:
copycats:
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sugarspun, your posts are making me hungry!
(:
smalltownwitch:
soft-skeletons:
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“Ahah. Im dressed like a child molester.”
ahahaha
when trevor finds a myspace message from himself that i forgot to reply to, he replies to it, in this fashion:
“sorry it took me so long, i was too busy with my newwww boyfriend. hes much more important then u and super super duper luper more hndsommme. damn straight, he gives great hugs and sloppy kises. yumm. he tastes better then french fry milk duds. mmmmm here he is now, gotta give him...
reblog if you've never been black friday shopping
nathen:
circasurvivor:
grapedrinkseventy:janieblue84:iizalliandieatcuddles:courtneycourtx3:christinahhhhhx3:danghxcbrooke:(via -petewentz)
“Missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you have seen them or the...”
– (via creampuff) (via lovebot) (via conformingdreams)
goals and things
for tomorrow: clean room for 45 minutes finish shirt design write for an hour ask for a letter of recommendation read for 30 minutes gov hw for 30 minutes all before 2:30pm
for the remainder of 2009: well thought out photoshoot with trevor make magnetic poetry complete 4 paintings read 4 books make a pillow fort make a gingerbread spaceship watch a meteor shower fly a kite go to a show
10 things you want for Christmas:
1. At least one college acceptance letter. 2. a typewriter 3. a vintage inspired bike 4. a keyboard (instrument) 5. a tie dye kit 6. multivitamins 7. gift card to a library 8. a sewing machine 9. dresses and skirts 10. tights and shoes
9 musicians/bands you love:
1. the beatles 2. mgmt 3. the cure 4. the shins 5. m83 6. stars 7. lykke li 8. lydia 9. imogen...
four months later, and the affection hasn't left.
5:14p.m. I’ve been thinking about you all day baby :) sorry i haven’t been talking much lately. I’ve been with friends and such. I’ll make it up to you with a nice long phone convo :) <3
I’m lucky.
i'm in a people loving mood at the moment.
simply the idea of people existing fascinates me.
I'm so jealous of all you Americans.
aseriesofserendipities:
You have basically no school this week!
i still have 2 more days of school :/
Baby, does anything we say make sense? Hopefully sometimes. Hopefully? it shouldn’t make sense. it’s better that way.
Last night.
I miss you baby! Goodnight! U mean the world to me! <3
honeyhands:
prettypinkshoes: M83 - We Own The...
i need to start documenting words again.
“i miss you, love” “i miss you too, a lot” ”..i didn’t say a lot” “oh?” “i said love. i miss you, love” “oh! i miss you too, love..a lot” “there we go!” “you owe me a nickel the next time i see you, because i added on “a lot” anyway!”
11:08 Baby. Im sorry im grumpy. And when im sorry, im sad. And when im sad, im affectionate. U mean the world to me love. I love everything about u babe. U dont even know <3.
realization:
the novel i began writing last year is a hipsterfest. the male protagonist, Clement, plays guitar, owns a polaroid camera, was wearing skinny jeans and suspenders when he first appeared, and invited the female protagonist to a rave. eventually, he states he is bisexual and breaks her heart. the female protagonist, Lilac, is infatuated with cardigans and tulle. Both have issues with their parents,...
thefloralsofa:
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let’s dance on daisy scented flower flies with silver star tree branches above our heads.
je ne sais quoi
likelava:
i need you to know that this was never a cop-out, this was never a result of fear. this is provoking something to be afraid of, instigating a risk i would have never taken otherwise. because i want to know the rules only so that i can break them, find the standards just to shake them. i won’t nod my head and do it your way, i won’t let my dreams burn to the ground, i won’t waste my...
Just so i don't ever forget
9:07p.m. I’d kill to see u! ;) 11:42a.m. Imissu :) 10:09p.m. Awe good night :):) sweet dreams. 10p.m. Eee. It makes my tummy do pushups when u call me that in person :) 8:05p.m. Awe ur so sweet. In fact, ur THE BEST I EVER HAAAAD.Aha. 12:08a.m. Ur beautiful.
i think being quiet at school for so long has chased away my sanity. in government yesterday, i smacked my friend on the shoulder with my notebook. today, i put my guitar to the neck of the guy who i was fond of last year. i was jokingly threatening, but i can’t remember why.
bottom line, i’m weird and hyper.
my dream has finally come true.
thegrasshopperunit:
aatomisedd:
carlovely:
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Symptoms of Avoidant Personality Disorder:
aseriesofserendipities:
goodnightvenom:
Hypersensitivity to criticism or rejection
Self-imposed social isolation
Extreme shyness in social situations, though feels a strong desire for close relationships
Avoids physical contact because it has been associated with an unpleasant or painful stimulus
Avoids interpersonal relationships
Feelings of inadequacy
Severe low self-esteem
Self...
sitting here, dry eyes what am i doing awake? sandwich in my hand.
